For the near future, this will be the last post on the guy-that-never-got-named. Huh. Maybe that should be his name. There’s something that you should all know about me. I hate not knowing the answer to something. I hate not being able to understand what went wrong and thus not being able to work on fixing it. You could almost call it… somewhat of engineering tendencies.
So this might be the end of another chapter of my non-existent love life. Wow. That was short.
First of all, I’m sure that if you’ve been following our blog — you probably realize that we’re not Americans. We’re Canadian, but that doesn’t mean we didn’t follow the 2016 US election with fervor. Unlike most Americans, however, I honestly was only disgusted by one candidate — your new President-elect Donald Trump.
Hello there, it’s my first blog post of 2016. Just saying, it’s been like two years since we started this blog… and I’ve literally NEVER kept up with something for so long — except for school. Or something like that. #EnduranceWin.
So it’s not only my first blog post in 2016, it’s also my first blog post after figuring out Panda wasn’t really single. (Still F*** it ALL). But I’ve taken time to recuperate — sucked up my pride and disgruntledness (cause that ain’t going nowhere) and carried on with my life. I’ve also re-initiated convos with him, because despite it all, I do really enjoy talking to him. (I’m a masochist, k, bear with me).
So it’s 2:30 in the morning and I can’t sleep. Or it was. I typed that one line and went on to agonize by myself instead.
Here’s gonna be the cathartic tale of unforgivingathena’s yet-another-failed-attempt at a relationship.
Adding on to the theme of my past few blog posts. I’m gonna write another blog post about how confused I am. Clearly a good use of my time when I should be rewriting the 4th damming draft of my research proposal.
But anyways. It’s 10pm and I haven’t done a single thing since I got home. Good job, unforgivingAthena, Good Job.
I’ve been living in a very confused state for the past few months. I’m not sure if my confusion has diminished or I’ve just learnt to live with it and carry on.
This has culminated into one request. I need a invisible tag that only I can see that states the relationship status of every guy I meet as well as their level of interest in me if they are single. OK. Fine, maybe I’m being too selfish. All of you can see everyone’s interest towards yourself.